Proud

People are proud of me? How did that happen? Wow. I made a big change and I'm happy. Yet I still need to do more. Living is finally fun. I'm here to stay. Thanks for having me. I need to leave some of my old habits behind. I need to get moving again, be on my game. Go as far as I know I can go. Push it to the limit. I can do it. I can achieve greatness. Its in my hands. All i need to do is to take it and use that greatness for something positive. Sleep is time wasted doing nothing when I could be brainstorming on new ideas and on my views of life. Thanks God. You gave me a great gift. The gift of seeing things from a different point of view. Some may not get me and many may call me crazy. But I know I'm not. I'm just not cut the way everyone else is. And at first I resented that. I hated it and wanted to wish it away. But now I embrace it and love it. I have dreamed my life in my head and now its time to make it happen. It will happen. I don't know how or when but that doesn't matter. All that matters is that I believe in it and that I myself feel that happiness now. Living the life I made for myself. I created this. I made this moment. With the help of God and the ones who made it their mission to make it happen for me. I'm here. Living and Proud of it.